Friday, April 6, 2012

I wont give up!

I was listening to this.  And its a love song but it can hold other meanings.  I wont give up on me!  I wont give up on you!  Yeah just those few words can mean a lot to many of us.  I find that I am in a very different place than many other people that I have met not only in my lifetime but in my Medifast journey.  I used to enjoy dancing to the beat of my own drum.  Then I was ashamed of that dance.  Now I am enjoying it again.  To the chagrin and disapproval of some.  My friends think I am a nut.  I will walk around talking about my disappearing back flaps.  LOL who does that?  Errrrr that would be me!  I am perhaps the most blunt, honest and down to earth person I know.  There are a few that either tie or come damn close to being as bad as me.  I have a blast with these friends.  ANY thing goes.  No topic is taboo.  No opinion is disvalued.  And every moment is treasured.  We are the misfits of the group.  I can count on them.  They can count on me.  I will tear a house down for them.  I am vicious in my loyalty.  Someone hurts them they are effectively hurting me too.  They wont give up on me and I wont give up on them.  These people are my clan.  We were people that others gave up on.  We survived.  And we survive together.  Some I have known my whole life.  They suffered at the same hands as I did and at the hands of others.  Some I have met in the recent past.    However hard life gets I know I always have someone I can count on to get my out of my mental doldrums and back to my dance.  I wont give up!

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