Someone kindly pointed this out to me last week, when I was
bashing my thunder thighs. I can finally
wear leggings but don’t feel comfortable in them because my thighs will not
catch up with the rest of me. She said I
looked fine but I wonder if that is a friend not wanting to offend and be
supportive or if it’s me blowing it up in my mind. I thought about taking pictures of my TT and
seeing how I felt about them looking at them from a different perspective. But the thought kind of repulses me.
But I do think it’s funny that my friend knows me better
then I seem to know myself. I have been extremely
hyper critical about my body image. I
know my body will gradually “work” its way to where it should be. I am after 40ish pounds from my final goal. But in the back of my mind the thought that
is most persistent is that it will not catch up. I am fine with everything except my
thighs. This includes my Gluteus Maximus
which oddly enough most women find issue with.
I have always had the “ghetto booty” so it doesn’t bother me. But the thighs……grrrrRRRRRRrrrrr!
However I am comforted by the fact that I am not alone in
this. We all find faults with parts of
our bodies. I think going thru the
weight loss portion of our lives just makes us focus more on it. Healthy or not it is what it is. Maybe one day I will take a picture and find
that I am fine just the way I am….one day!
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